It's not my little life that you want to share.

It's not my little life that you want to share,
I was not enough too many times
and now I'm scared.
I have built a solid wall
it was so many years ago,
now you're cracking it.
It's not my little world that you want to see
I am nothing, so there's nothing
to surprise you with.
When you look at me that way, it falls to dust
and I don't care
you're taking over me

my heart is pounding in its cage
and I can't make it stop again.
My heart,
colder than a stone.

it's not my little life that you want to see
I can hear you,
but my eyes are still distracting me
when you look at me that way,
I cannot focus on your words,
you're dissolving me.
It's not my little world, that you want to share
I can see you,
but my mind still plays a different game,
when you talk to me like that
I cannot breathe, I can't escape
you taking over me.

my heart is pounding in it's cage
and I can't make it stop again.
My heart,
colder than a stone.

Be the blood in my veins,
the spark in my brain
and I'll do the same.

Be the dawn of my day,
the sun to my rain
and I'll do the same.

I'll do the same, just stay

Koniec z moim małym, naiwnym światem.
Pora dorosnąć.

The fight inside is coursing through my veins.

Enemy 
Familiar friend 
My beginning and my end 
Knowing truth 
Whispering lies 
And it hurts again... 

What I fear 
What I try 
The words I say and what I hide 
All the pain 
I want it to end 
But I want it again 

And it finds me 
The fight inside is coursing through my veins 
And it's raging 
The fight inside is breaking me again 

It's breaking me 
It's breaking me 

I'm falling apart 
I'm falling apart

Trzy, dwa, jeden. Pora na zmiany.